ouch.

crushed. pain.ouch.

Wowee.

Suria is showing SATU once again every sundae. N juz now was de 1st episode. Haix. Haikel was in it. Cant help but stared at screen intently. De one hu used 2 be my closest confidante don't seem 2 exist anymore. Ive not heard from him, more so see him. haix...it so impossible 2 get him since we separated. Reminiscing de secondary skol daes, wow, cudnt get by a dae without each other. Haha.. those were de daes. n I realize its alwiz me hu's making de effort 2 stae in contact. He's juz too bz now I guess. it hurts me noeing how non-existent our relationship is now.

I miss him so much...=(

If onli he knew..haix. owells, life has 2 go on aite.